* EDIT * I'm going to try and put a song in each post I put up. The song for this post is:
"Give Until There's Nothing Left" by Relient K
Because of all the schoolwork I need to get done, I decided to take a break from Grand Rapids and visit a friend of mine that lives in Big Rapids. She graduated from college last year and is now an Art teacher here. Visiting her makes me really excited to live on my own and be completely independent; to have my own place, to decorate how I want to, to have my own space... I'm excited for that! But... I just don't know where I want to/where I need to go. Stay around Grand Rapids? Go where I know I'll have a job? Take a risk, and go somewhere completely new? Go where my heart wants to go?
I have been updating my resume and visiting Career Development to help me prepare a cover letter, but it's almost like I don't want to start applying because that makes this all real. This point in my life which I have seen my brother go through, and my sister, is now here for me and that just scares the crap out of me.
Through all these changes I just wish there was a constant. I feel like everything is about to change, what is going to keep me stable and stay constant through the changes?
I will pray for you during this transitional time. I can clearly remember being in this position as well and having a hard time really looking for a job because of my wedding - God will lead you where He wants you to be. I will pray that it becomes clear to you where he wants you, but wherever He puts you - you will be AMAZING!!! If you ever want to grab coffee or something sometime, let me know!! Love you :)
ReplyDeleteI like your Background!!!! "Merops apiaster" The European Bee-eater, it is crazy you chose that, I am doing a species research account on that exact species in my Ornithology class ;)
ReplyDeleteAny who, I know the school work feeling, I graduate in 6 days... crazy, I know what ever you choose to do you'll do it well, so as Bob Marley once said " Don't worry be happy" ;)
Have a good one
sure change the background right when i say that......
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